Jumaat ~ 29 . 10 . 2010

hari nie aku tidak p skula . malas . sudah dua hari aku tidak p skula . kerja ku on9 jak . Burink jugak lau tidak p skula . Miss ma kwan ku , dorang c roni , zila . tapi paling aku miss c MR . K . haha . 3 hari oh dia tidak on9 mungkin . erm . sandi . bikin sedih oh .:( . mungkin hari isnin baru dia on9 . eeeee . sandi nya . semalam tidur jam 3:00 . bangun jam 10 :00 . gila eh . masih mau tidur oh . tapi tidak boleh tutup mata . macam mana tu ? sandi .  mungkin sebab terlampau miss ma c MR . K . hahaha . siawl . on9 pun tidak ada teman chat . bagus kasi offline chat . on9 , on9 . macam tidak ada benda lain dalam hidup aku . haha . 

Wee . New Story Of My Life .

Wee , fall in love . haha . fall in love ma c MR . K . siapa lah tu . haha . anak siapa tu . haha . hari semakin hari aku tengok gambar nya . haha . eee . fall in love aku ma dia . macam mana  ah kalau dia tahu ? nanti lain dia ma aku . nanti tidak friendly lagi . but jadi seorang daripada kawan nya pun ok lah .. 




                                                
                            I MISS YOU MR . K . 


                            I WILL YOU LOVE YOU 


                            HAHAHAHA ~

Exam , Ex Love , Ex crush !

Hari keempat sudah exam . yahoo . tdk lama habis sudah exam . boleh cuti-cuti malaysia . haha .


erm . math susah betul . mahu pecah kepala ku . yang lain ok lah . boleh - boleh lah . esok sns lek . mngkin itu pun susah . macam apa jak itu cikgu . bnyk nya aku minat d skul itu . budu . haha . cute bha c TINGGI . haha . tinggi lek nama nya . huhuhuh . c AMR . ada couple nya . prmpuan yng aku benci lek . sial .


want to know ?


i still love you . eeee . kenapa aku rasa mcm tu ? aku tau lah kaw happy ma dia . tp . shit nya feeling mcm nie . pukima betul . budu . babi . kenapa tdk hilang nie feeling .  kenapa kaw delete aku ? ckp mahu jadi best friend . bgtu kah ? aduh . biar lah . aku akan hilang kan feeling nie . aku akan cuba .


My ex crush ~


haha . lucu nie crta . aku kasi pendek . aku ma DIA ckp sudah . yahoo . best oh . ada lek smile . haha . jatuh cinta aku ma c DIA . haha . lawa lah . ada bha pulak GF nya . kesian nya aku . wakaka . but never mind . bercakap pun sudah cukup happy aku . daripada tdk ada kan ? haha .

Starting To Fall In Love Again ~

yahoo . starting to fall in love again . erm , but don't want to hurt again . and that boy is snob , gosh !

 how can i fall in love with him ? But his cute . haha ~ funny right ? 

Still miss that stupid boy !

get out from my mind !

Love my new boy . ahaha .

Miss Him ~

Rindu nya aku ma kaw . kenapa mcm tu ? aduh . sial lah . kenapa kaw tdk boleh hilang dari kepala ku ?


Tolong lah bha . aku tdk sanggup begini bha .  kenapa kaw tdk boleh pergi jauh - jauh dari hidup ku ?


Malas sudah aku . Pernah kaw rindu aku kah ?  aku rasa aku tau jawapan nya . TIDAK PERNAH kan ?

Smile ~

I don't wanna miss one smile, I don't wanna miss one kiss

I just wanna be with you, right here with you, just like this

I just want to hold you close, feel your heart so close to mine

And just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time!!

About Today ~

suck lah today . aduh . aku nampak dia . sial . budu . eee . dia ckp dia tdk lepak d bndr . rupanya d bndr dia tadi . mahu jak aku bunuh dia tadi . Then , p cool tdi . jumpa ma c T & c V , aduh . mau date  pun d dpn ku bha . sakit nya hati ku . but . kenapa aku sakit hati ? eee . malas nya feeling bgni . c Allyssa pun ckp lau dia d tmpt ku dia pun akan rasa yng sama . sakit kaki ku berjalan hari nie , sama c jane , allyssa , ain . boleh d katakan gud day jalan ma drng but still suck cuz nmpk muka c sial tu .




                                            Suck !

Katy Perry : Teenage Dream ~

You think I'm pretty
Without any make-up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punch line wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down
Down...

Before you met me
I was alright
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine,
Valentine...

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

Continue (FAST!)

I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tights jeans
Be your Teenage Dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your Teenage Dream tonight
Toninght,tonight,tonight,
Tonight,tonight,tonight

Yoooouuu...
You make me
Feel like
I'm livin' a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
No...

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

Continue (FAST!)

I might get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your Teenage Dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your Teenage Dream tonight
Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight

Coldplay : Fix You ~ Love This Song So Much ~

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you 

About That Stupid Boy ~

huh ? yeah . today was your b'day right stupid ? . So just want to wish you happy b'day and wish you all the best stupid boy . ahaha . free-free lek kena panggil budu . Tapi betul juga kaw tu mmg budu . semoga kaw panjang umur atau pendek umur . ahah . And  harap kaw setia ma perempuan tu . Malas sudah aku mahu berdendam ma kaw . So harap kaw pun macam tu . Anyway tnx 4 everything that you have done to me .  Hope you and me will forget everything . And start a new life .   

About Me ~

: Carolyn Joy Rulloda Aleria ! : That's my full name ! : 13 years old ! : Single ! : Sm st.michael ! : That's my fucking school ! : I'm just a simple girl ! : Open minded ! : Friendly and easy-going ! : But i can be very quiet sometimes ! : When i am quiet,people tend to think that i'm being anti-social or hostile ! : But i'm either just resting my mind or deep in thought ! : I hate stupid people act like she/he know everything ! : So plz don act like you know everything ! : Do I deserve to get the second chance ? : Don't like me? : Fine ! : So just back off stupid ! : cuz i don like you too ! : Stupid ! Fuck you ! : Love me get me ! : Hate me leave me ! : Single (✔) Taken (✖ )

You Are So coward ~

~ Coward ~


That's the word for you stupid boy .


If you think I want to forgive you . you're wrong . I will not forgive you


Go and Fuck yourself ! 


                                      ~ Last Word For You ~
                                        
                                         ~ FUCK YOU ~

I Feel Something ~

                                                      'Something'


ok . guess what ,. i feel like want to smoke , but i can't .


but why ? 


gosh . i feel so stress at the house .


Feel want to go far away from all of the people .


I'm already tired of you

Can't Sleep ~

gosh . why ?

I can't sleep .

fuck .

Still miss him so much .

Lil Sokz : Just Wanna

now shorty got me down, down forever in my life
like a treasure that I found, yes she'd be my future wife
despite her facts that I brought us together through confession
ever since I met her my heart has gone through an intersession
now i walk in paradise, and remenice her cutie pies
yep this gurl aint a fight, her homies, put it aside
I be trippin on her swag
i really cannot decide
everyday i face the truth of wanting you as my boo
cuz I do... girl I adore you so much so far
deep inside you're fadin away like a shootin star
gurl, i do..
YEAH let it be like incognito you and your dime can shine like a dream

boo (baby what say)
I, (all I gotta say)
love your pretty swag yeah (she so sexy all she got it juicy gold like)
oh, (oh yeah) oh
fo sho I love you girl (and I know it)(just wanna)

now my eyes aint gunna lie shes all so moderate
but from every angle looking fine she made my heart to terminate
now look girl, i think i fell in love
cupid shot me like a warrior and ima be that soilder
so fast like frenzy, all the fools think im twenty
like a ride on a ferry, she so cool till we marry
i hit her spot, instant shot, vibe to her top, top
mercy to the god, i never felt this hot
we makin it big oh so we makin it sick
ever thought this pick would never stop but after the bond say it did
now look girl you completed my heart
my one and only shine, looking fine, shawty looking fly

boo (baby what say)
I, (all I gotta say)
love your pretty swag yeah (she so sexy all she got it juicy gold like)
oh, (oh yeah) oh
fo sho I love you girl (and I know it)(just wanna)

this love can last forever
i know you feeling me too
girl i love you
you feeling me too
we aint having fun yeah?
but i know we can do
girl are you Kelsi?
soft like a sushi
have you got it juicy
girl gotta booty
have you got kooty?
love in jacoozie?
back to the front, im like in so much love
but i take top to the body
like love till youre naughty
no fear to fade away

boo (baby what say)
I, (all I gotta say)
love your pretty swag yeah (she so sexy all she got it juicy gold like)
oh, (oh yeah) oh
fo sho I love you girl (and I know it)(just wanna)

Just Hate My life !

Just Don't know why i hate my fucking life ?


someone answer my questions please ?


But no one can answer that cuz that my life .




                              (  Stupid Me )

Fuck My life !

shit ! Why my life like this ? just can't understand .  just want to die .

guess what . that stupid girl go and add me . it's hard to forget what he have done to me .

just now meet tommy , so happy . but a little bit sad cuz i meet him just for a while . but it's ok .

                                         FUCK MY STUPID LIFE

The Story Ends !

ok . aq dah putus ma dia . fine lah . aq peduli apa . hbs break ma dia malam tu . trs married ma prpuan tu . bha . ok jak aq . yng best part , my bro n sis p maki dia . punya lah best . Bro tommy pun kasi aq nasihat . erm . pas nie , aq akan ingat pa yng bro tommy ckp . Dan esok nya . dia p delete aq . WHAT ? bha . pikir aq kekurangan kawan kah ? astaga dude , bnyk lek kwn ku bha . n jangn lupa kaw 2 msh ada hutang ma aq . malu lah bha skt . YEAH ! nie pasal kelvin chong . ok . so aq sms dia tanya khbr . then , aq tanya dia lau dia pernah sebut perkataan BREAK , dia ckp tdk pernah . so dia ckp dia mau kami couple . so aq terima lah .




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