February 28, 2011
February 22, 2011
i can tell myself, avoid the sun
And cancel plans with everyone
I know cause its just how it always ends
Our bond will break cause you can't relate
To anyone, to anything at all
You brought your worst and I'm right here
No ones seen it all, it's never been so clear
You're not the person that I knew back then
It's all to late to set things right cause everything
has been
You're not the person that I knew back then
Lets try and act like this didn't happen, follow your
friends like you ever had them
You still know me, still not cut out for this sort of
thing
Never want to be, caught in between
I need constant reminders of everything
so what! It's who I am, I played it off so well
I was holding in, no matter how I've been, so nobody,
nobody can tell
You brought your worst and I'm right here
No ones seen it all, it's never been so clear
You're not the person that I knew back then
It's all to late to set things right cause everything
has been
You're not the person that I knew back then
Lets try and act like this didn't happen, follow your
friends like you ever had them
I won't sleep till the break of dawn
(Break of dawn!)
cant let our problems find me here
so everybody come on!
You brought your worst and I'm right here
No ones seen it all, its never been so clear
You're not the person that i knew back then
It's all to late to set things right cause everything
has been
You're not the person that i knew back then
Lets try and act like this didn't happen, follow your
friends like you ever had them
You're not the person that i knew back then
It's all to late to set things right cause everything
has been
You're not the person that i knew back then
Lets try and act like this didn't happen, follow your
friends like you ever had them
Posted by Carly Rawk at 5:41 PM 0 comments
Sorry girl, but you missed out, well tough luck that boys mine now
Posted by Carly Rawk at 5:17 PM 0 comments
7509.) I know you like me. You told me. And I think I like you. But here’s the problem: I’m scared. I’m scared of opening up. I’m scared of letting you in. I'm scared to kiss you. I don’t want you to wake up one day and realize you don’t like me. Because if you did, I would break, and it wouldn't look like it from the outside, but on the inside, I would be crumbling.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 5:09 PM 0 comments
February 20, 2011
Whenever I see a pretty girl, I feel so intimidated. It's like whenever I think I look decent or okay, I come across a pretty girl in a picture or a pretty friend and I just immediately fall into the assumption that I would never measure up to that kind of "pretty." It's like I can never be enough because there will always be someone prettier and better.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 8:42 AM 0 comments
18962) I just want to be loved. I want to give everything I can give but I feel like I am not worth enough, not pretty enough and not thin enough.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 8:39 AM 0 comments
18951) There are times when I get sad. My boyfriend always thinks it's his fault but it's not. I get sad because I think I'm not good enough for him. If he doesn't wanna talk to me or hang out, he always thinks it's his fault. But it's not. I get sad because I ALWAYS think, "If I was skinnier and prettier, he would always want to be around me" and stuff like that. It's not his fault. It's everyone who ever called me fat: my mom, dad, sister, people from school, EVERYONE. He doesn't know that I'm damaged so much that I can't even believe my own boyfriend when he calls me "beautiful". So ever since then I kept on losing weight to prove people wrong but I don't think there will ever be a day where I'll be finally happy with myself.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 8:34 AM 0 comments
SHIT HAPPEN !
Shit happen today . What a day . I saw M at mile 4 with her sister . Ada rupanya cewek nya , adehhh , sakit jiwa raga ku . Aku terjumpa si aniq lek d bndr ma GF nya . Punya sakit hati ku nie . Tetap jugak aku pakai cincin yang dia bagi tu . Pastu kena maki aku oleh lelaki entah dari mana dia dtang . BODOH betul . Malang betul hari nie !
Posted by Carly Rawk at 8:18 AM 0 comments
February 14, 2011
February 13, 2011
VALENTINE ?
Valentine ? apa itu ? saya tidak tahu ohhh . Saya tidak sambut juga tu . Tiada guna bha sambut tu Valentine .
At Valentine's day i'm alone again . No boyfriend for this valentine's day . But , never mind . I'm happy also . I have my family , best friend so i'm happy with it .
Posted by Carly Rawk at 11:29 PM 0 comments
February 04, 2011
Aiya , hari nie ada orang ajak couple . Tidak mau bha . Aku mau si O bha . Kenapa kamu nie tidak faham bahasa melayu ? Buat pa kamu tinggal d Malaysia kalau kamu tidak faham bahasa melayu ? Harap-harap dia balas yang aku post d wall nya tu .
Anyway , Good Morning . I want to sleep now . Bubye , see yah . (:
Posted by Carly Rawk at 10:31 AM 0 comments
February 03, 2011
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Follow me . Will follow you back ~
Posted by Carly Rawk at 8:09 AM 0 comments
Ok people . form now on tidak mahu fikir pasal c Mr . G sudah . dia in a relationship sudah . tidak mahu ganggu dia sudah . Sampai kawan jak lah . Tidak lebih dari itu . Tiada guna fikir pasal dia . Tiada juga aku dapat apa-apa . I'm trying to find a nice boy for me now . (:
Posted by Carly Rawk at 8:00 AM 0 comments
It's nice when someone hold an umbrella for you under the rain. But it's nicer when someone holds your hand and together you run under the rain.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 6:59 AM 0 comments
Hey hey people !
Hey people , OMG ! i like that boy . gosh ! handsome bha dia . astaga , cute lek . damn it ! but , si babe cakap jangan dulu percaya dia . betul jugak tu . lagipun belum aku kenal dia . baru 2 hari aku kenal dia . rapat pun tidak . mahu jadi kawan dia dulu , then , best friend pastu baru lah . aku pun tidak tau lah dia sudah ada couple kan . naaah , susah betul tu . but , apa2x pun aku minat dia jak . (:
Posted by Carly Rawk at 6:38 AM 0 comments
February 01, 2011
About Him ~
haiz .. bikin sakit pulak lau begini .. tiada guna betul .. betul kah jugak tu yang kaw tidak sayang ma gf mu ?? siapa tidak sayang gf nya .. but , cara kaw cakap ma aku kan , macam betul-betul kaw geram ma dia . Aiyoooo , lau lah kaw tau , yang aku nie sayang ma kaw . tidak lah aku tau pa kaw buat .
MR . G ,
I love you !
Posted by Carly Rawk at 8:38 AM 0 comments