I don't hate you, I never will. I just act like I do, because it's easier than admitting that I miss you.
January 31, 2011
“I miss the used to be. Trying to live in the now. Scared for the coming.”
Posted by Carly Rawk at 9:55 PM 0 comments
I will always remember tonight as the night my life changed. I will never ever touch myself with a blade no matter how hard life gets. I will stick around. I feel pretty now. I feel like I'm worth something. Thank you for making me feel this way.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 8:41 PM 0 comments
Seeing you today was no different than in any other day. You walked off, pretending not to see; I looked away, not wanting to see.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 9:16 AM 0 comments
you said you would call. then you changed your mind and hung out with the guys instead of me. you said you really wanted to see me. i knew you were lying.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 8:50 AM 0 comments
You're voice was the soundtrack of my summer. Do you know you're unlike any other? You'll always be my thunder.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 8:43 AM 0 comments
January 30, 2011
Staying with someone you really like even if you know it's better letting go is like standing under the rain. It fells good but you know it will make you sick.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 10:10 PM 0 comments
The truth is, I'm one of those few people who actually care when I ask "What's wrong?". The only problem is that usually I have no idea what to say afterwards or how to make it better. I try not to use phrases like "That sucks" or "I'm sorry", but I still can never find the right words to say. But I promise, I'll always listen. I guess that's all I can do.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 10:07 PM 0 comments
January 29, 2011
If this is what love is all about, you can count me out. baby count me out .
Posted by Carly Rawk at 11:43 PM 0 comments
Its not about having a perfect relationship but its finding someone who matches you and you will go through everything without giving up .
Posted by Carly Rawk at 11:41 PM 0 comments
Isn't it funny how some exes talk as if they had done nothing wrong in their previous relationship? Obviously your girl broke up with you because YOU weren't treating her right. Boy, you're trippin' if you think you're the innocent one.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 11:36 PM 0 comments
January 28, 2011
"We’re sick of hearing people say, “That band is so gay,” or “Those guys are fags.” Gay is not a synonym for shitty. If you wanna say something’s shitty, say it’s shitty. Stop being such homophobic assholes."
Posted by Carly Rawk at 10:53 PM 0 comments
Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 10:52 PM 0 comments
Have you ever wanted to be the girl that: The gets a hug and kiss every day? The girl that gets to wear his hoodie or gets to cuddle every night? The girl that he calls every morning and every night because her boyfriend wanted to be the first hello, and the last goodbye of the day. The girl that he misses and thinks about nonstop, and when you see each other, he holds her tight. The girl he talks about to his friends, and scared that he’ll lose her some way, somehow. The girl he goes crazy without talking to her once a day. Yeah, I’ve dreamt of that once. Or how about, the girl whose boyfriend that lives miles away, but he’ll call her and text her all he can. He’s jealous of all her friends that are boys, because they can see her everyday, but he can’t. Or the girl that makes him laughs and smiles and he hates her being upset. They have cute nicknames that actually have meaning. She can act mad, but he sees right through her. But the one thing she loves is that he gets her and understands her feelings and love for him. Yeah, I wanted to be his girl.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 8:52 AM 0 comments
I just realized that anyone else who lives in a different timezone from me is either from the past or the future.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 8:41 AM 0 comments
See that girl? Yeah, she's the one who stuck up for you, the one who stayed up til' midnight just to talk to you. She's the one whose heart flutters when she gets a call or text from you. She's the one who fought for you, the one that missed you and loved you. But by the time you realize that she's the girl you want, she'll already be with the guy who figured it out.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 8:34 AM 0 comments
IF A GUY DOESN'T LOVE YOU I DO..
Forget his name, forget his face
Forget his kiss and his warm embrace
Forget the love that once came true
Remember now there’s someone new,
Forget the love that you once shared
Forget the face that had once cared
Forget the time you spent together
Remember now he’s gone forever,
Forget you cried the whole night through
Forget him when they play your song
Forget how close you two once were
Remember now he’s chosen her,
Forget you memorized his walk
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the times he was mad
Remember he’s happy instead of sad,
Forget his teasing, gentle ways
Forget you saw him everyday
Forget he made your dreams come true
Remember now she loves him too,
Forget the thrill when he walked by
Forget him when he made you cry
Forget the way he spoke your name
Remember now he’s not the same,
Forget the way he said he loved you
Forget the way he kissed and hugged you
Forget all those nights when he held you tight
Remember now he holds her tonight,
Forget all those sunny days
Forget all those poems he made
Forget those times through good and bad
Remember he said he’d never make you sad,
Forget the games he played with you
Forget the times he stayed with you
Forget those cold, cold nights
Remember now he keeps her warm tonight,
Forget the way he looked at you
Forget you kissed the whole night through
Forget all you dreams came true
REMEMBER, that he doesn’t love you.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 7:57 AM 0 comments
I actually like being different, I like being the girl who gets along with boys more than girls. The girl who doesn't obsess with the color pink. The one who doesn't care what she looks like. I'd rather be in sweat pants, hair tied. No makeup. Doing me. Not trying to impress anyone, nor trying to be a people pleaser. I live to please myself. Not anyone else.
Posted by Carly Rawk at 7:47 AM 0 comments
January 27, 2011
Crush !
Hey hey . long time tidak updated blog ku nie . sorry yah , busy bha . Faham-faham lah . naaah , start cerita . Ada aku minat dua orng lelaki nie . nama nya si G & K . Si G tidak sudah skula . habis sudah . Lama sudah aku minat dia tu . Si K pulak masih skula . satu skula lek . aku minat dia sejak aku first baru st.mike . naah , lama sdh tu . Apa lek cerita arh ? hahahahaha . :D
Ouuuu yah , sabtu nie ada skula . KRS jak . kimak bha cikgu tu . orang lain sabtu rehat-rehat . nie tidak pulak . KIMAAAAAKKKKK !
Posted by Carly Rawk at 6:52 AM 0 comments
January 15, 2011
Promises ?
Promises are worse than lies. Cause you make them hope. Hope for something that you're not sure you can give. :D
Posted by Carly Rawk at 10:23 AM 0 comments